Friday, December 18, 2009

Last post of the year by me, Faith

First of all, Happy Awal Muharam everyone. MAY next year be a better year for all of us.
This would be my last post for this year, hopefully. No, definetely. Since I got to be away from the internet for a while. =)

May next year this blog keeps on going, amin.

So, here goes. The last post. Read well.It's a bit long, I know. But just read it.^^

Somehow or other, the way I look at the world today is so much different to how I did a few years ago. Maybe because, well, most people said, you tend to change your way of thinking as you grew along or....

maybe it's because too many things have been happening these few years.
Infact, like my Dad always tell me, these changes happened so fast, it's almost as if they're striving to meet THE END.You know what I mean.

I guess I've wrote about this before.
But let me recap, incase we all forgot.
For instance, technology.

Humans have been waiting for technology for dead long.
And for the past 50 years, if we look back, our iPhone today didn't even exist. People had the rough idea of making phones, so they produce the big bulky ones. N then, start the cordless one, the size of briefcase, mainly dominated by the riches.
N then, the size went smaller.

N the start the buttons.
N colours started merging in.
N then you get polyphonic.
N then, you have camera installed in.
And internet. 3G, 4G.
N thn you only have to touch it, no more buttons.
And today, slim iPhone.

N Tomorrow..
Things happened rapidly in this 50 years, and for people who noticed it, it is somewhat scary.
For me, it's no big deal.
There was a phone when I was born and still there is a phone today, so...
But for the elders, they see the changes.

As far as tchnology is concerned, yeah, there has been massive changes since that day to these days.
And so, the mind set of people, the way of thinking amongst us, has abruptly changed too.
That's why people that cannot accept changes are seen as "kolot" or having stone-aged way of thinking. Coz mordern means there's a new way for people to accept stuff.
That's why, if we looked back, last year, when Barack Obama became president for U.S, it's not a big surprise. It could have been a total bizzare if this happened 50 years ago, mutually impossible. But last year, it happened. A revolution.

People changed..

We have, like it or not, developed a few same mindsets in the group that we belong.
The people at the States, they take blacks as no longer a prejudice matter.
The people at Malaysia, they respect each other, even in the midst of various culture.
The people at Africa, they started developing though once traditional was the way they wanted to be.
Revolution and mindsets are brothers.

So, lets look at a different angle that we have, today.
The Christians, the Jews, the Muslims, the people with other religions.
Changes of time, changed our mindsets.
In the group that we belong.

From the Turkish taxi driver that drove my Dad and I back to our home, last November, to the Iranian plumber that came through my door, trying to help fixing the pipe today, I noticed the same thing. People's mindset really is being potrayed wildly these days. Even people with less responsibility (no offence, mr. driver and mr.plumber) have taken time their time to dwell upon the huge difference in the world today. And they knew a lot. They argue about things, they give out facts, they tell us what they know, even with struggling in English, we got the message;
people today care.

And eventhough I didn't get to notice the massive change of technology and how it influences everyday life, in my life of being a 16 years old today, I was gifted enough to notice something else; that. Changes of mindsets, changes due to what happened and the events that follows.

The turkish taxi driver (in his own way of english) said salam to my Dad and instantly we knew he's a muslim. So, in the car, my Dad started it. At first, my Dad tried to engage his attention, telling him how we,my family has some turkish blood in us and bla bla bla (no lies, it's really true, hehehe), n then, they started talking on how it happened, how my grandfather have to endure many obstacles to get to Malaysia during the war and stuff. So, came the discussion on world war 2, then 11/9, then the holocaust, the afghanistan-russian attack, the Palestine-Israel war, the conquer of Baitul Maqdis, the negotiation of the Sultan to not give away the land of Palestine and his words, the state of America which is in terrible debt and in bad shape, the conquer of Costantine Nople by Sultan Muhammad al-Fattah.. N then they started going on the dreams of the muslims That the glory times would arise again. That Muslims will unite and win. That love for jihad will bloom endlessly...

And how today, Muslims made a lot of mess everywhere, corruptions and all, how Muslims countries betrayed one another. How Iran and Iraq issue is still unsettled because of greed and manipulations and all.
He's a taxi man. And he's a muslim. He has that and he holds to it. And me and him, we share the same dream. Coz we're in the same group. As muslims.

N then, there's the plumber who came fixing our pipe today. He's an iranian, he's a muslim too. But he drinks wine, (he said he didnt like the taste, duh...) and he have stayed at Austria for more than few decades or so, so he noticed a lot of things.
My mum told him that Austrian people, some, are quite rough, not really as friendly as the Japanese. But some are very, very, nice, even better than the Malaysians themselves.

So, he said, it might be because we're Muslims ie because we're covering our heads, thats why people tend to be rough. He, himself, he has no problem cause, well, he's a man. No one knows anything unless he shows it.
So, my mum argued back saying that it wasnt a problem a few years ago, infact, no one ever cared about what religion you are during those times. As long as you don't bother one another, duing stupid stuff that annoys the other party, things went smooth.

But today, even if you didn't do anything, you'll get glares. Or they'll like discriminate you and bla bla. My Mum's student got discriminated coz she wont go to pub, wont drink alcohol, wont eat pork and all. I mean, what's the big deal?
She can't do those stuff.
We, Muslims wouldn't, couldn't and shouldn't do it. And this is what we get when we wanna uphold our own religion without us giving any problem to them?
it's not like the pub'll go brankrupt or something if we dont go in.
It's so unfair.

If they can accept vegetarians, why cant they accept some other people that don't just reject stuff unnecessarily. Is it just because we're Muslims?

So the man said back that it might probably because some Muslims at Austria are migrants from other countries, and they, they kinda do stuff that makes Austrians here annoyed. Like crimes, robbery, beggars at the street wearing scarves. (the beggars are not Muslims, they wore scarves because they wantedto gain attention, nd when you give them money, they said thanks and show you the "cross sign". Weird.)

Or maybe because, people has changed their mindsets since 11/9
The Americans, through media help, have succeeded in giving the Muslims a bad, bad look. They managed to somehow potrays us as terrorist through what they did. Even, yes, eventhough the story of the pentagon and how the explosions happen to come nowhere from Iraq and from the inside of the building itself has been exposed to the world, mindsets cant be changed just simply. People that holds on to what they believe, remains that way.

Imagine, for instance.

If a bread, let say, brand ToastWaffle became popular and known by all, and every folk in every city has no problem with ToastWaffle. And then suddenly one day, the newspaper gave out an extraordinary report, shocking to everyone’s eyes that ToastWaffle is believed to have mucor breeding in its dough and currently have killed 500 people at one corner of the country that has been consuming that brand.
The next day, ToastWaffle was said to be shut down because of the harm and negative impact it is giving to the society. And therefore, ToastWaffle should be banned.
After a few months, the newspaper gives out a report, declaring that everything was a big, fat, lie. ToastWaffle was framed by some idiots and that 500 people, due to investigation that was carried out, was believed to have died because they drank water from a harmful bacterial river near their homes and the cause of death has nothing to do with ToastWaffle. No such mucor has ever existed and ToastWaffle was on market again and that no one should have any worries for that matter.

I ask you, will people go and buy ToastWaffle after months of boycotting it. No.
Surely enough, they must have landed on some other brands, WhiteFlour or JuicyYeast or HomeDough or whatever! Some must still have their doubts, whether the declaration is actually true? And some, don’t even know that ToastWaffle has been framed and that’s why they’re back on business. These people are the kinds of people that take everything in, believe in whatever they hear and simply make conclusions on their on. They don’t read newspaper, they don’t watch news, they don’t know anything and these are the troublesome groups that keep giving glares. Keep boycotting, keep telling everyone how ToastWaffle killed people when ToastWaffle did nothing at all! And even have been proved so!
See? Mindsets cant just change.
Mindsets are something big that requires a very influential source for it to change. Media is big. Total big. People that wrote down news, I don’t know if they realize it, but billions of mind sets for generations after generations depends on them.

And sad to say, some mindsets remains unchanged, even when the Muslims are proven to not be the terrorist. Even when Iraq clearly been stated as to have been framed, some people just didn’t bother. For them, what they heard once, said it all. And that is what they’ll belief.Terrorist label remains as so. Furthurmore, with the media transparenting the acts of some Muslims that is definitely wrong, like robbing, raping and all, they have more reasons to keep prejudicing.
Sure, other people with many other religions rob, rape, beg, yes.
But I told ya, Media controls everything. If JuicyYeast’s bread suddenly have fungus, people would pay attention less than if the critically acclaimed ToastWaffle suddenly do.
And what the hell, why am I blaming media?
Some Muslims, they just don’t get it.
Why are you, you, who carries the name of Islam, go and do all those kinds of stupid action? Don’t you get it? You rob once, people look at your name and religion, their mindsets stuck to that!
It’s enough that some parties are trying to make us look bad, you don’t have to contribute making it look worse, Mr.
Yes, it’s true that the media could sometimes be unfair, that they are bias, one sided, trying to potray Muslims according to the understandings that they want to set.
That doesn’t mean that they are wrong in doing so.
Coz some of the Muslims, that carry their identity as Muslims, go and help them get the new issues without trouble. I mean, of course, I’m always pissed off when the media manipulates story; what Muslims didn’t do, they say, we do. But when Muslims really did it, then it’s not the Media to be blamed alone.
It’s them.
And us, together.
Coz we’re in the same group.
That carries the same name.
So, I say.
I say ,if we can’t change the mindsets as we have no power, absoloutely zero in doing so, can’t we do the simplest task as to take good care of ourselves and be the filter of whatever that may bump upon us?
If we, smile, help, contribute to others, have good manners, people will see Muslims as a group of good people, though we alone did it.
Sure we have desire, we have things we wanna do, but if we can fight that out, we’re changing one mind after another.
Someone that may hate Muslims like mad would probably think twice when they see how we are.
How Muslims really are!! and not how they heard it. We can make a change. Even if we don’t have any power. Let us strive hard to the day that people’s mindsets towards us, are stronger than what the media can say.

I have faith that one day, things will change. After all, I’ve witnessed it changed once. It can reverse again. I don’t want to live in a world that is full of robotic mindsets. If I can one day make Muslims be looked upon as how it was looked upon a few hundred years ago during the glory days of Islam, I’d rest in peace, knowing that mindsets like that is what is needed for the world to become a better place for generations. And for me to gain Jannah.
I’m not asking the whole world to become Muslims as guidance comes from Allah and He gives it to whoever He wants to, but I can pray for that, or at least, that Muslims, who are already Muslims be Muslims, the way they should be. And people who are not Muslims accept us, the way we are and the way our religion wants us to be.

It’s a pity if we fall to the mindsets that some idiots planted on us. When we can, make a change.


p/s: Thanks for reading, guys. You don't know how much I appriciate that. And to fellow buddies that have supporting, fellow followers, comments givers, outside-of-blog supporters, may Allah bless you all and grant you another good year to come. Amin.

Monday, December 14, 2009

The signs


So maybe somtimes our faith went up and down..

the biggest greatest present one can get, hidayah, nurr, petunjuk, whatever you wanna call it, has always been there..

we just have to search.

sometimes we hope if we reach certain level of faithfulness, we often ask Allah for the big signs of his wondrous creations.. just, maybe a dash of miracle could happen to ourselves..

but cant we just see that everything (i mean everything) around us is a miracle of His creation. from the teeny little microorganisms to the biggest universe out there laid the signs we're looking for.

this video right here, is a MUST WATCH one. watch it until it's end, youll see what i was talking about..

p/s : please stop the background music first..

i love this video, i love this man, i wish i was him!

"still, cant you see HIS miracles?"


the world we're living in


school holidays = good = will end soon = not good

but before it ends and spoilt my mood for the whole week, lets talk about sth crazy.

this time, lets talk about prejudism.

not too sure.. does the word prejudice could really fit with -ism at the end, but then, you got the point, right..? so lets move on.

yes, i would say PREJUD-ism is a crazy thing. it's stupid but that's what people do, almost every day, every minute, every second.

(by doing it, i mean staring at people and hate them for the way they look and they way they dress, hating the fact that some people are different with others..)

this video is made to prove how hard and challenging it is to live as a Muslim in the United States. its like a research-thing going on.. social behavior thing..

the woman in tudung, masuk kedai kene hina dgn salesman and observe what reactions do we get from org sekitar tu.. support muslim? ikut hina muslim? or simply do... nothing.?

some people even commented;

"How hard is it for an American to live in a Muslim country???
How hard is it for a christian to live in a muslim country???"


"Can I build a church in Saudi Arabia. Can I go around openly and talk about my Christian,
Hindu or other faith or hand out literature on it???
Can I write in the press what I want??
C'mon...might be paradise for brainless millionaires, but not for a free spirit!"


"u cant build a church .. but there is a church for you here in saudi arabia ..
u cant talk about christianity
and u cant write whatever you want in the press but
you are not tracked by FBI and you dont get treated badly by the government"


this is just one teeny wheeny little part of it. things like this happen everywhere in the world. be it in a non-muslim country or even a muslim country..

"still feel we're in a happy safe world?"


Wednesday, December 2, 2009


good to be typing again..
it's been long enough since i last opened this blog...

O Allah, this world has been an extremely testing one.
describing palestine currently this time, let me just use pictures..
wont take much time just to scroll down,


cedera sorang mujahid, dtg 1000 yg lain mengganti.

org awam vs askar bersenjata?

so helpless..

little kids seem so dangerous ke, pengecut?

ketakutan smpi terkencing dlm seluar.. against 10 askar with guns.. who wont?

half buried.. god knows what'll happen next..

hak bersekolah like normal people? jauh skali bg palestin...

bertambah seorg ahli Jannah yg kekal abadi..

what if we're one of them?



tembok pemisah dibina si israel pengecut



relax tepi pantai..

bangunan tinggi2.. muke happy je..

like nothing has happened.. mcm war x pernah occured pon. bangunan maju, hidup bahagia sdgkan org palestin kat seblah tu je.. hidup mcm dlm neraka dunia!

this is what they did to our bros and sisters.
so, which side are we in?

yes, it is true, they are in war. and our country are all in peace, tranquility, bla bla, and we should bersyukur.. BUT parti sana sini, merempit, maksiat? is that how we show OUR GRATITUDE?

heh! i think palestinians deserve this peace more than we do!


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I forgot how to blog. Forgive me, monsieur.

(Don't bother reading if u have other things to be bothered for)

So, everyone?
How's it going?
Everything, i mean. Life, school, faith....

As usual, forgive me for not posting for dead long.
And yes, thank u everyone for the comments, the mails, the when-are-u-ever-going-to-compose messages.
I'm sorry.
If u can ever find out a way to spell SBP in the simplest way possible, contact me.
We'll get seriously hooked in no time.

Life is getting more hectic than ever.
Exams passed-thank God.
The result...
Hang on, a sec.
This blog is so not suppose to be about me.
Forgive me, monsieur,
I, FaithHana, a form 5 to be student, have absoloutely forgotten all the path possible leading the way to blog.
Camne nak start nih...

Look, I have a lot of updates,,
I'm just so blurr now.
What does it take to transfer all these thoughts into words???

okay, i'll deal with that later.
This must be because of the wather or something..
I'm usually........not like this.

lets start off with some rather light.
Not as heavy..
Since my mind is..u know..cuckoo..cuckoo.
Waiting for the gears to come back to its original position, screw ups, tightens...

back in business.

hye there, everyone.
Now, how do i jump into the subject?
Do i just jump or..
oh, sod it.

Being in a boarding school has all the PROS and CONS that it can give. One of the big CONS is that u are so dead separated with the real world issues out there. Yeah. true, we have the newspapers, the TV, the internet acess bla bla bla, but we don't have time. NIL:
And when we do, storing up our little brain with all of the world#s ingoing agenda is just not the way some of us would prefer to do.
Unless of course, when u#re forced to do so.
Like ie, if u're a 'debater'
But then again,
it' odd isn#t it.
How things have started to silenced down a little.
I remembered last year.
The TABLOIDS full talking about Israel-Palestine war
I remembered my Dad being so busy attending invitations for talks and all that..
and i remembered how easily i cried, just by reading a title from the new freshly printed newspapers.
And today, right at this very hour, as I#m typing and as u're...well of course, u're reading...
I can#t help but to question myself over and over again.
That have I---
fell into their game??

Imagine, for instance. You#re in a 5KM marathon competittion and U knew for sure that the first prize winner will be given a gold-plated trophy.
At 1 KM, u'd be making ur move. Started to fast pace.
And then at 2 km, u'd go to speed.
At 3 km, u would start roaring until the world started paying attention to you.
and at 4 KM, logically...
would u slow down...and silence it all---
for u have no longer interest for the gold-plated trophy.
or would ya....strike??

For decades they've been waiting..
And now the whole world is looking at them as BAD; BAD; country
But gold-trophy is still gold-trophy.
I mean, would ya stop??

So, even though it#s a silence now. No roars from the world....
It's still roaring there in that land.
In fact, even worse.
Coz noew, they're not just speeding.
They're striking their way...
Far MORE CRUEL than they have ever been.
Everyday they took away one chance
of life
And everyday, they make it look as though
it's over.
N there's nothing to worry for.

People started believing.
People started ignoring..
McDonalds back on trays..
Timberland back on wardrobes...
No one can resist..
their symbol of tranquility..
The game plan is not just about to begin..
It's ending
For the gold trophy
is getting nearer
as time passing and the clock ticks..


But that's...the reality.
I question again, what can we do?
If even boycotting becomes a trouble for us?
If resisting is even that hard, can we actually dream of the war to end?
So what, the whole world is looking at them as BAD; BAD country.
They still get the long-ongoing economical support by every soul in this world.
Even us...
And we said we cared..



If one soldier comes over to ur father and shoot him in the face, what would you feel??
Or have u no feeling at all?

by: FaithHana.
Ashamed of myself. Silencing down as they are too. Following their game.
Not yet Mate.
For I'm still going to fight. Move your Queen, Mr.
The spirit will not die..
Not tonight.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Confesssion from FAITH

I have no idea brape org that is currently reading this.
Maybe 100, maybe 0.
God knows...

I don't actually plan to write right now.
Espescially since br jer smpai rmh from hostel. And really am planning to have a nice, good rest after weeks of pressure and torture back there..
But then I remembered this blog.
And yeah, though I don't know if there is really someone out there waiting to hear more about Palestine, I...
I just......

I don't know what to do.
It's hard...
Staying here, trying to install the feel of worry over them everyday...
Trying to cry for them everyday..
To actually go down deep in their tangled of unraveled mess....

Bact at hostel,
I have many friends that have family problems..
And sometimes, when I sit down and take time to listen to their stories, my heart ache.
These are the people that have something to say and thank God, Allah let me hear it.
And there are people out thre, at Palestine, that has like soooo many things to express and yet, all they can do is just...
keep it to themselves
or cry.

Coz they're all alone. No families. No friends.
No life.

And that's not true!!
I want to hear their stories. I want to take them by the hand and pat their back and comfort them and tell them that "Allah knows best..."
and give them what I was able to give my friends here..
words that can soothe one minds out
that can soften the broken hearts..and mend it back..

And yet I can't do anything.
And sometimes I don't even cry for them...
And at someother times,......
Which I know, is never possible.

I'm ashamed of myself.
And yet, I'm still writing..
And try to tell the world that hey, don't sleep.
And yet, I did sleep..
I'm not quallified for any of this...

We laugh everyday.
It's not wrong to laugh.
But it's when we didn't cry.
That makes it obvious..
That we didn't really care.
And we thought we did.

Palestine, I'm sorry I let you down. ButI'll keep on trying. I'll find the cries back and shed tears for Al-Aqsa. I'll strengthen back the bond that we had and keep praying.
Allah, help me.
Don't let me forget.
What I reemembered.
Don't let me feel nothing.
When I did feel it strongly..
Forgive me.

by: FaithHana

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Right.. Read this first. Then, we'll talk.

United States and European governments want the Palestinians to set up a government of non-partisan technocrats. That would spare them the problem of deciding how to deal with representatives of Hamas,
which they call a "
terrorist group".
The West had shunned a previous national unity government headed by Hamas after it had won parliamentary elections in 2006. Many Arabs and Palestinians said Western powers were punishing the Palestinians for their democratic choice. But several participants, including senior Fatah official Ahmed Qurei, refused to rule out the possibility of a cabinet that represents the different groups. "It could be a government of groups, it could be a government of technical experts or it could be a government of technocrats," he said, adding the type of the cabinet was up to the committee handling the issue. The Islamist group Hamas and the rival Fatah group, which dominates the Palestinian Authority, have different visions of the crucial question of how to deal with Israel. Hamas, which has controlled Gaza since June 2007, reserves the right to fight Israel, although it is prepared to accept an 18-month truce. Fatah, which controls the West Bank, has renounced violence and puts all its hope in negotiations.
One participant said a disagreement emerged in the talks about the fate of the upcoming legislative and presidential elections. He said several groups wanted to set a fixed date in January 2010 for the polls to allow President Mahmoud Abbas to remain in power unchallenged as long as possible. But the final statement said the polls would take place by January 2010, leaving open the possibility of early elections.


I'm not in the best of mood.
Yes, I'm not. Which is weird coz it's holiday...
Oh..that reminds me. IT'S ABOUT TO END SOON!!

No wonder..

let's get down to business.

here's the news.
Like what you've all read up there. Yup, the controversy of Hamas-Fatah issue is still in the air. And like big saviours so as they call it, the US and the European governments are being liable caretaker, pushing up all their effor
ts to save Palestine from further distruption or politic problems for the better good of the global world in the future.

Just bloody great, isn't it.

What else would they do to proove to us that they're the heroes for all the problems they themselve have created?

I dunno. I just seriously don't.

There are a lot of things I can say about all
those speeches, those meet-ups negotiations, those press pack confrences bla bla bla multimillion dollar so call project for peacekeeping and bla bla bla effort to save the war from becoming a global pandemic and yada yada yada.

Oh, sod it.
p/s : I'm currently busy with packing and all. A 'real article" coming up soon.

by: don't-wanna-go-back-to-hostel

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Back again...for God knows how long x b'blog.

Salam, everyone.

*cracking knuckles*
How to start, huh?
Been long since my last time bkk this blog. I mean, mmg la slalu bkk kat KSK, but not to post anything up coz there wasn't much time n plus, on duty so..
In like one minute scrolling, tbe2 someone would come over minx scan pendrive la, print kan tu nie la, nak bayar harge printer, coloured paper bla bla bla, so...
yeah, it's been a while.

And then, came back home to spend time with family ie, no internet.
And just as everything's so perfect having a week off without any exams waiting on the line as soon as we get back, BUM!!
Rmh lak xde line coz the tmnet has things to do bla bla bla.

Follow my sister to her Institute today so we could both go Mid Valley for some MPH fun afterwards n ha-ha, there's internet. So, ape lg. Though I don't bring along the book with all my notes in, lets just say, I'm dying to write up something in here.

Not that there are tonnes of people waiting for our next post..(i know), but just you know....
my friend used to tell me something that until now, just hung heavily in me heart.

Allah x pandang hasil,
Allah tengok usaha kita.

And insyallah, I believe, that though my writing is not as good as many other big bros and sis out there and those who are expert enough in changing the minds of people who have bad impressions towards us, muslims, I believe that somehow, things can change if I try harder. Maybe today, it's a blog. Maybe tomorrow it's a book.
And maybe someday, it's a speech.
By me.
You never know...
Life, it's full of surprises.



Friday, June 12, 2009

I know u hv time, so read this!


Okay. I'm ready, I'm ready.
So, what exactly is happening is Palestine?
Same things~
Status quo.
That term means nothing is changing.

Yeah, they did this president talks, united nation peacekeeping, OBAMA in action, world leaders combining their heads to counter the problem bla bla bla.
Nothing is changing..

And they have this OIC big meeting and all the Islamic leaders step up and give their opinions and like oh, God, spent billions of money trying to show some effort, some involvement.
Nothing is changing...

Logically, if we r all hv come together to attack a single party, we'll be winning.
I mean come on la..
You have like what, 52 countries in UN.
Muslim countries...well, quite lot as well.
Members of OICs..
Sum it up...attack ISRAEL. Or at least, take a simple action.
They're done for.

But, unfortunately, it's not that simple.
As it is so much complicated than you have ever imagined.
These things that are happening today are all, believe me, planned.
Planned so secretively, so carefully, so that it may come true.
And now that they are powerful, they reveal their true identity and because of their smart plan, though the world see it as inhuman, as bad, as against the humans right, nothing is changing.
It is all well-planned.
Very-well planned.

But I tell you. They have not suceeded yet. So there is still a chance.
And what the heck am I saying?
There's no reason to give up.
They are also human. We are human. W never know. Maybe we'll get the chance to syahid as well. Maybe Allah would let us to be one of the musyahidun! OMG! think of that~!

Going back to the plan.
The so call 'secret' plan.
That is no longer secret.
R you ready? Buckle up your belt. I'm going to take you for a ride.

So, like we all know. (Bhase rojak starting from here. Too hard to explain in English la..)

Zaman Rasulallah dlu pon dah kre akhir zaman kan. The proof.
He used to say : "Saye dituskan kpd zaman yg dekatnya dengan kiamat adalah begini" sambil mnnjukkan jari telunjukbertemu dengan jari hantu.

That was like what, skrng like 1430 ++ hijrah. And that means, we r so close to kiamat. We r not just umat akhir zaman, we r umat hampir ngan kiamat. N looking back to one of the tande2 besar kiamat, ekhem..ingat lg x?
That Dajjal will turun.
And bring such a big fitnah until org yg iman nye goyah (ekhem..) will somehow belive that he is god.
He have the power to turunkan hujan, stuff like that..
that will confuse some people. Highlight the word some.

When i was small and I learnt this at school I thought that Dajjal nie akan pegi kat sorang, sorang, and sorang, sorang akan start sesat or you know like, o literally believe that he will come face to face with every soul on earth until he gets what he wants ..something like that. sounds familiar. hehe. LORD OF THE RING. Go and watch back how one by one the fellowship of the ring had to g through that test of desire towards the ring. I told ya it's connected.

That's what I thought.
But after discussing it with the expert,
he said that
Dajjal's fitnah is a propaganda.. A propaganda that will flood to the entire world and people who imannye not strong, will fall in the trap.
And then Dajjal will control the world.

Lets see how this connects.
The phenomena today.
That there is this one ,big, kuase that pople are so afraid of. Yg smpai die bleh control satu dunia.
What is it called, my friends?

1-Ekonomi ( Their products.)
2-Polis dunia (This is what they preech themselves as)
3- Media (Do I have to explain this? Bkk Tv la..sng)
4- Kekuatan ketenteraan (That's how they can attack so many countries. Many armies to serve the big bad wolf)
5-Saiz negare yg besar. (It's a fact. Bkk buku Geografi. They r big.)

But believe it or not, it's not actually AMERIKA.
Though yeah, the label is AMERIKA people fear AMERIKA, actually, AMERIKA pon dijajah. And they r being used because of the five factors up there.
And when the time comes, Amerika will die. Amerika punye surperior akan lenyap.
And what do I mean akan? It is happening!!

Israel have shown theor true colours to the world without shame.
All these times they've been behind Amerika's back. N now, they r free on their own. N Amerika is suffering and will eventually die.

Take ekonomi for instance.
Amerika is the countries with the biggest debt. Hutang b'billion.
The politic is not stable and tht's why they were desprate to choose Obama.
The country was such in a bad shape time BUSH pegang that people just x bleh nk choose JOHN MCCAIN as the president coz the one supporting him was bush. They rather choose Obama who had Clinton though Clinton was also an ass, anyway.

But I'm telling you, choose la sape2. That country is dijajah. Oleh???
Have we discussed this before?
I think we have. I;ve told you about Knight's Templer/ Freemasons...(Klau x, bace balik kat archieve) or you'll get confused.

In Economy for instant. Teori ekonomi dunia is that klau dunia tenagh untung, akan ade pihak yg rugi. Klau dunia tgh rugi, akan ade pihak yg untung. It's like dacing. You know dacing? Neraca.One that goes up when the other goes down..Ala, mcm jongkang jongkit. It cannot both untung and both rugi. So, thethe whole world is having loss kan. these few decades .havoc sane-sini mate wang dunia turub, x stabil bla bla..
So, sape untung?
No..they are also quite suffering at one point.
So, who's benefiting?
Yes, you're right. ZINONIST.

Well, ever heard of IMF (International Monetary Fund)? World Bank?
These banks pnye tugas is to lend money to countries that demand as such.
And ha-d-ha, IMF and World Bank is under Zionist. It's a family business. The family's name was called....I don't know, I forgot to write it down. Will check with my buds later.

During the world krisis matawang, every country started borrowing money.
And once you borrow, you're in the trap these zionist have planned well.

1998- Krisis mata wang yg amat besar. Nilai x stabil.
Korea jatuh bankrupt until the citizens had to gadaikan their golds..
M'sia pbye perbndaharaan jatuh 58%. So eventually, many country terpaksa pinjam.
So these Zionist asked us "How are you guys going to pay back all these money you've borrowed"
So, since many of these countries are already bankrupt and in deep need, the zionist came up with a pretty smart tactic that last eternally.
They said that they'll give the money as long as these particurlar countries follow what they want.
which is

the sistem pentadbiran. PM/Kabinet/ Menteri
What kind of person should be there, should not be there..
And when pentadbiran dah bawah these zionists, thy are able to control these countries from different angles. When you control politic, you can neve run away from ekonomi. And that involves media and education.
They make sure that the entertainment bukan ketuhanan.
The education must be sekularism.
Even if we have such thing as PENDIDIKAN ISLAM, it should not be as in depth as knowing our true identity as MUSLIM.
Not like our previous nenek moyang. IBNU SINA, for instance..knowing the true akidah, the real essence and all.
It should remain just syllybus that we read, we learn, we know.

And this is not happening in MUSLIM countries only.
No, I'm talking about the world.
They makes sure that they introduce trends. And people follow trend. See it as a reason to be doing what;s wrong.
That until now, prasaan malu tu dah x de.
I'm not specifiying this to Muslims, ok. WE are not the only target.
We, humans, naturally, we all have perasaan malu. And every religion teach penganutnye untuk buat baik. no such religion says u should kill (except jew la..) or walk around naked on the streets.
But today, prasaan malu has totally vanish from human being;
They take it as trends.
Free sex, stripping...etc
The zionist have accomplished their mission.
And they hid behind Amerika.

Amerika introduce trends and people follow it.
Until we feel that whatever is coming from the west is seen as civilization, peradaban.
We do have that mind-set, don't we?
We see the west as heroes. We have inferiority complex towards the west.

That's how all of these happens.
And the zionist are not giving choices.
Diorg ckp
you don't do what I said, you die.

That's how they do it from economy wise.

Political wise?
Same thing.
For certain induvidu untuk naik to be president for the upcoming election, they would need money to campaign, right.
So this zionist would give them money and help them campaign until they win.
So when the person wins, he would have to follow what the zionists wants, the system would all have to be changed accorsing to the agenda that have been planned by these zionist.

If for instance, zionist nie pnye plan failed and the wrong individu was selected as president, then they'll make a propaganda. they'll suddenly attack the country and make it looks like that individu cannot lead and his place should digantikan onleh a much quallified person. and then, they'll introduce this someone they've brain-washed.

See, amart ain't it?

So, the zionist is really in power. Full power.And they r controlling the world.
Why are they doing this?
Well, if you've read my freemason's post, you should already know.
THEY WORSHIPP DAJJAL. They are doing satanism. And that's wh they want al-aqsa.
So, Al-aqsa is one thing, they want it for dajjal's arrival. that's why they are invading palestine.
And the world's stability, is another thing. It's a target as well. Coz they want the world for dajjal to rule it.
So...power...control the world..
is this like..fitnah dajjal?
You never know. Wallahualam.

Cokelatchip, greenmujahidah and my other friend has more to tell you but I'll stop here.
If God willing, I'll write again soon.
But I can't promise. Things are way over schedule these days.
Thanks for reading.
May Allah reward us all.
Any fakta salah, any different opinions, tell us quickly at our e-mail We need to know.
I believe, if we all stay tgether, we can be musyahidun..
pray for islam, pray for palestine.
Don't let media be the barrier.
A message to me and to you. For you are my saudara seislam. And we all ahve the same responsibility. Spread the news. Make the worlds aware. Or at least, our family, our friends. Do something.
For we will be asked. Believe me.
We will.
What have you done to Palestine, your land?
what will your answer be? Think, and think now. For you don't want to, when it's too late.

by: FaithHana

Back 2 blogging world. 4 one last message b4 i go.


So, yeah. I know.
Been dissapearing 4 quite long.
Suddenly just x de mood nak b'blogging.
N plus, ashamed of myself.
Wanna tell the world about the current issue, wanna motivate my friends to still fight, wanna keep on embracing the warriors and yet, me...this ignorant, stupid me, juz..x bleh nk mnahan all those kinds of godaan/ hiburan that those laknatullah have in stored for the muslims.

Well, you know what, west world? You have suceeded. I am one of the trillions masses of people who have been decieved by this psycho game you played at me ever since I was born. You gave me entertainment, you gave music, you gave me all these wonderful little stuff that until now, me, a growing 16, (full mumayyiz, that is) still cannot diffrentiate what's good and what's bad.
Thank you.
You suceeded.
Your plan worked.
You want us to lalai. HELLO!! LOOK AT THE WORLD TODAY! you should be damn proud. Look at Indonesia. The biggest Muslim country.
Look at Malaysia. Look at Malaysia's Muslims. Dang it! You made us.."this"

But it's not like we haven't gotten any choice.
We could have said NO.
But it was too hard. To resist.

And i know,
I do know, that as I am writing this, the chances, the probablity that people are going to read this article is just so minor.
You see, Palestine...Ours, you ignore it. You rather like scroll over some girls/boys blogs, wanting to know about his/her life, his/her real attitude, what they eat at home, their parents their holiday story, check out whether you can grab a picture or two so you can keep it secretly..WHATEVER!
So, even if no one's gonna read this, I don't care.
I am a Muslim.
And what I know, I hold responsibility towards that land.
And Allah is going to ask me what I've done so far in my life for that land.
So, I am a student, aged 16, am not quallified enough to give lectures to people.
But I'm not gonna wait.

What if I die tomorrow?
What am I going to say?
That I didn't have time? That I'm too small to start to understand any of these big issues?
Or that I'm too drowned in the wests' games, I didn't even notice? So, blame them. Blame the west. I'm innocent. YEAH, RIGHT!

As if the west, people who invented E-BUZZ is going to carry all my sins down to the hell.
As if..

So, I'm going to start off a new page. A new post. Coz I need to get my mind right. Suddenly being emotional, I don't know why. Maybe because of the fact that this is my last three days to use the internet until August, God willling. I don't know. We'll see....

by: FaithHana

Saturday, May 2, 2009

One Question


Friday, May 1, 2009

PROVEN guilty

Okay.. I know, I know. I should be concentrating on BIOLOGY now..
I should be analysing the metaphase, anaphase or what not bla bla thing...
And I should be away from the computer at least for the next two hours if I really am serious about getting an A in my mid-year.

But come to think of it.

Why don't I play smart here?
Why don't I use up my precious 2 hours now in return of
"THE TRANQUILITY AND CONTENTMENT FACTOR TO STUDY PEACEFULLY" for the next two days. I mean like, finish up every article, every blog changing, every e-mail replying, every comments-giving and then ....for the next two days, i can really concentrate. Plus, i won't even have to go to KSK at my school just for the sake of checking out d blog. Lets settle everything here, shall we.

That was cool.
Now, it's justified.

For those of you who didn't know why this blog suddenly mendiamkan diri, well, it's because CokelatChip and I are both at KISAS (Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah) and so, if you know what that means, you'd know why we didn't have that much time to write up.
So, now we're on 4 days holiday.

And this is quite saddening to say, but believe it or not, as I'm typing these words,
I'm feeling very, very guilty.
In fact it suddenly occured to me that all these times, it was as if I was not serious through what I've been upholding.
I don't know what's happening in Palestine.
I know I can seriously just scroll through the internet, surf it here and there and just find what I want to..
But then, for one month, I'm away...and for one month, I kinda forget it all.

Little by little.
And now I wanna write, I wanna tell people what's happening, I wanna go back to those feelings, I wanna cry again, I wanna be at that moment and it all seems so much far...

Did I just forget them? I seriously couldn't have. I mean, come on....I couldn't have forgetten Palestinians, BaitulMaqdis, Alquds..the suffering, the blood, all...
I couldn't have, could I? Is this for real?
Am I being me, the me I don't want to be.
The me who is contented.

The me who is happy.
The me who didn't bother to take time and think.

The me who is in deep, deep loss.

Ya Allah
, forgive me.

I, who hold responsibility towards the Land of Palestine, turned away and forgotten it.

I, who focuses on books, time and food.

I, ...I'm ashamed of me.

I told people not to let media be the barrier.
And yet without the news havocing the issue, without the papers bombating the deaths, I stayed silent, not knowing a thing. When I could have hoped and hoped still..

Palestine, I'll get back to you. I don't wanna lose the feeling. The feeling of love I've tendered for the land. It should be there. It should stay there. For ever and ever. Amin...

by: FaithHana

Monday, March 16, 2009

Life is jigsaw puzzle...well, that's what I think


Currently addicted back to the Lord Of The Ring movies.
Those three CDs didn't dissapoint me at all.

The Fellowship Of The Ring
The Two Towers
The Return of the King

And no, it's not bcoz of Orlando Bloom (jg hati ^^) or Elijah Wood (yucks!)
I have finally seen the hidden idea of the Story.
So much....

Crita itu, believe it or not, is based on the HISTORY, THE CURRENT and the FUTURE of this Palestine issue.
I was dead shocked!
It's too real to be true
But hoho! yes, i can see it very well. The author of the book (died) certainly studied.

There's too much to tell if I wanna talk about persamaan diorng.
So, why dont ya guys pegi tgk balik cter tuh, n when we're all ready we'll spill it out together.
Mail us if you spot anything.
It's kinda like a game okay...

Lemme give u a hint to get urself started.


These are three of my other guesses and it might be right, it might be wrong. G la tgk balik n if u want to add or if u think otherwise, mail us!!
Let d game begin.
While I go study 4 I believe the Marxh Test wasn't really a satisfaction..


p/s : I'll write down a real post soon. Tgh pening.