Monday, March 16, 2009
Currently addicted back to the Lord Of The Ring movies.
Those three CDs didn't dissapoint me at all.
The Fellowship Of The Ring
The Two Towers
The Return of the King
And no, it's not bcoz of Orlando Bloom (jg hati ^^) or Elijah Wood (yucks!)
I have finally seen the hidden idea of the Story.
So much...so much....
Crita itu, believe it or not, is based on the HISTORY, THE CURRENT and the FUTURE of this Palestine issue.
I was dead shocked!
It's too real to be true
But hoho! yes, i can see it very well. The author of the book (died) certainly studied.
There's too much to tell if I wanna talk about persamaan diorng.
So, why dont ya guys pegi tgk balik cter tuh, n when we're all ready we'll spill it out together.
Mail us if you spot anything.
It's kinda like a game okay...
Lemme give u a hint to get urself started.
SOURON = DAJJAL
SARUMAN = IBLIS
THE HOBBITS = ORG ISLAM
These are three of my other guesses and it might be right, it might be wrong. G la tgk balik n if u want to add or if u think otherwise, mail us!!
Let d game begin.
While I go study 4 I believe the Marxh Test wasn't really a satisfaction..
p/s : I'll write down a real post soon. Tgh pening.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
It's been a long time since I last posted in this blog. Layout upgraded, and loving it! (well done, faith!)
In this post, I wont be typing about facts and numbers again. Instead, i'd love to share with you readers about my thoughts and feeling when I was first exposed of these Palestinians matter. (2 years ago, MAHISS's EDI.)
I was shocked at first. BIG SHOCK. Before that, i've always known there is a war happening in Palestine but I never thought how important and significant the war was compared to others.
Before that, I thought, "Okay, another war between middle-east countries and the U.S. No biggie." and "Another unfortunate country beside Iraq, Afghanistan, etc.."
The exposure was so clear to me, and suddenly i felt so stupid, so weak, because I NEVER cared. 'My country had gain it's independent, we live in harmony, in peace. Why should I care? Adults are around to do that.'
Slowly, I followed the news. I studied why and how the war occured at the first place, i learned to love Palestine, I started to mourn over them..
But there was a big thought that has become an ultimate barrier at the moment.
"Yes, aku tau Yahudi mmg kaum yg kotor dan menjijikkan (and other words you'd prefer to use), and Allah sendiri dah melaknat mereka dlm al-Quran.. I know Im supposed to hate them and all, but this is not a justice! Seseorg manusia tu x pernah meminta dlm kaum apa dia dilahirkan. A newborn baby never had a chance to choose the parents. So I pity the Jews. Diorg x pernah meminta ntuk dilahirkan dlm klgn kaum yg awal2 lg dah dilaknat Allah. Xkan la, lahir2 je diorg dah dihina, disumpah."
Call me a freak, but that's the truth. Can you believe that was the first thought I had? Have you guys ever think of that?
So everything went wrong. All the thing I learned about the Palestinians matter seemed to be hanging because of this thought. I never felt peace within.
And of course, i was so guilty whenever that thought appeared. Of course la kan, ni hal yg serius, besar, ni hal AKIDAH, aku sdg m'persoalkan keadilan Allah. Sampai satu thp tu, rasa cam dah murtad pon ade gak..
Then, I stepped up and decided that it was time to be done with that bloody thought.
So I ASKED people.
And to burst that to someone is just a HUGE RELIEF. With tears flowing down my cheeks, I explained my feeling, I explained everything.
But they understood. They never thought I was irresponsible for having such thought. Instead they said that it was TYPICAL. And that I made the right decision by asking it to them. These, they explained back;
"Allah Maha Adil, Maha Memahami. Allah x pernah bersifat kejam t'hdp hambaNya. Yes, of course Yahudi yg lahir di klgn Yahudi x pernah minta keadaan tu. BUT.. the fact is, Allah x pernah melaknat Yahudi keseluruhannya. Allah hanya menyumpah sebahagian mereka yg ingkar. Dan laknat Allah dlm al-Quran tu based on their past, bkn keadaan present. Think about it, supposedly, laknat Allah tu m'beri pengajaran yg BESAR kpd kaum ni ntuk x ulang history. but then, they did the same thing as nenek moyang diorg buat dulu. Merekala yg rugi..
Manusia mmg dilahirkan dgn AKAL yg sempurna. FITRAH manusia untuk sentiasa berfikir hal ketuhanan. FITRAH manusia sentiasa inginkan ketenangan dan bencikan keganasan. So same thing goes for this matter. Yahudi tu ada otak (big ones). Akal mereka yg bijak pandai tu patut mereka gunakan ntuk pikir hal2 ni. Kalau mereka rasa pe yg kaum mereka lakukan tu kejam dan x menepati fitrah, then they'd have CHOICES. whether to teruskan adat or leave it and continue living life likes a human being.
Ramai je yahudi yg Islam. And they became better Muslims than born-Muslims itself. Why? Because they used their heads to think and made the right choice."
So kesimpulannya, bkn semua Yahudi itu kejam and zalim. If we are to dispise and swear them, we SHOULD use the word 'Zionists' and not 'Jews'. Remember, not all the Zionists are Jews, rite?- by penceramah SASIC
That night, terasa mcm malam yg PLG tng. Lega. Puas.
Then, i could go on proceed in learning these without any feeling of regret and guilt.
Thank you SENSEIs~
Friday, March 13, 2009
I was the Opposition Second speaker.
And ha-di-ha, the 1st speaker of the Government side (A lebanese girl) stood up and gave her point which was.
N even after balik rmh, watched Oprah, ate my dinner, I still couldn't find any ways of rebutting the girl.
So, here's one of the thing (there are thousands more)I got time ikot my dad kat UIA ari tuh. Lets just put it in my own words, shall we?
N since Islam x bg kte mengumpat, we always felt guilty klau kte terbuat, nak buat or dah buat.
9. (Ramai di antara mereka berkata):" bunuhlah Yusuf atau buanglah Dia ke suatu tempat Yang jauh, supaya perhatian dan kasih sayang bapa kamu tertumpu kepada kamu semata-mata, dan supaya kamu sesudah itu menjadi orang-orang Yang baik dan berguna".
11. mereka pun (pergi berjumpa Dengan bapa mereka lalu) berkata: Wahai ayah kami! mengapa ayah tidak percaya kepada Kami tentang Yusuf, padahal Sesungguhnya Kami sentiasa tulus ikhlas mengambil berat kepadanya?
12. biarkan Dia pergi bersama-sama Kami esok, supaya ia bersuka ria makan minum dan bermain-main Dengan bebasnya; dan Sesungguhnya Kami akan menjaganya Dengan sebaik-baiknya".
13. bapa mereka menjawab: "Permergian kamu membawanya bersama sangatlah mendukacitakan daku, dan Aku pula bimbang ia akan dimakan oleh serigala, ketika kamu lalai dari mengawalnya ".
14. mereka berkata: "Kalau Dia dimakan oleh serigala, sedang Kami ramai bilangannya, Sesungguhnya Kami sudah tentu menjadilah orang-orang Yang rugi".
So, if they ceasefire (genjatan senjata) or negotiation or discussion or peace-keeping meeting or ape2 like that...they don't mean it.
2) YAHUDI = PEMBOHONG/ PENIPU
Diorng nie, plan jer pndai, taP, biasela, org klau dah jahat, dah x PK panjang dah..
PROOF : Bukak mata besar2. You know, like what my Dad always says. "You got to read between the lines." Ayat Quran bhase yg amat tinggi. So, let us see what's so stupid about them.
17. mereka berkata: "Wahai ayah kami! Sesungguhnya Kami telah pergi berlumba-lumba berburu dan Kami telah tinggalkan Yusuf menjaga barang-barang kami, lalu ia dimakan oleh serigala; dan sudah tentu ayah tidak akan percaya kepada kata-kata Kami ini, sekalipun Kami adalah orang-orang Yang benar".
Imagine, u wanna go to...Sunway Lagoon with ur friends for instance. Diorng x nk pegi pown. But u really2 do want to. But just to make situation agak x lah brat sebelah, u said "TaP jgn b'harap sgt lah, mayB org2 Jepun nk dtg sane minggu nie sbb diorng kat sane tgh summer holiday. M'sia pown tgh gile2 promote Sunway Lagoon. Mesti rmai yg dtg."
N then, like Two days b4 nak pegi, diorng call ckp tmpt 2 dah penuh sgt sbb rmai sgt org Jepun. Would ya believe them? Please la..They're using the same reason you just suggested.
That's why, Nabi Ya'kub mohon kpd Allah pertolongan, coz he knows, they lied. Nabi Ya'kub percaya mimpi anaknya itu benar and so, he didn;t believe them.
18. dan (bagi mengesahkan dakwaan itu) mereka pula melumurkan baju Yusuf Dengan darah palsu. bapa mereka berkata: "Tidak! bahkan nafsu kamu memperelokkan kepada kamu suatu perkara (yang tidak diterima akal). kalau demikian, Bersabarlah Aku Dengan sebaik-baiknya, dan Allah jualah Yang dipohonkan pertolonganNya, mengenai apa Yang kamu katakan itu."
If you really believed your friends that Sunway Lagoon dah penuh, would you still hope?? Unless of course, you didn't believe them.
PROVEN! So, hey...they might be smart, yes..(Albert Einstein), but they have their weakneses too and 12 org anak nabi Ya;kub proven it so.
Jgn biar kita lalai kat muka bumi ni. Klau esok kita mati, apa kita nak jawab kat ALLAH akhirat nanti. Kita ade bg ape2 x untuk pertahankan Palestin. Lg2 kte, yg sihat walafiat, yg mamou, yg tahu..x kan goyang kaki, tenggelam dlm hiburan, tgglm dlm fatamorgana duniawi..
Ape sgt la dunia ni?
Ntah2..esok kte mati. Klau x esok pon, sempatke kte nk kembali ke pngkl Ilahi. Jgn ingat kte org 'Islam', born Islam, dah cukup..we have our responsibility. We don't just live to eat, live and die. We have a mission to fulfill...and yes, we must fight with our own minds and our own will.
YA ALLAH. FORGAVE US!! WE FORGOT ISLAM FOR WE DWELLED OURSELVES TOO DEEP WITHIN THE WORLD'S GOODNESS..WE FORGOT YOU'R WATCHING. WE FORGOT THE BOYS AND GIRLS THERE ARE DYING...AND YET WE STILL LAY ASLEEP IN OUR TROUBLED DREAMS. YA ALLAH, HELP US WITH YOUR GUIDE. HELP US, YA ALLAH. THE WORLD IS A BITTER PLACE TO BE IN AND YET, WE KEEP ON LIKING IT. YA ALLAH, HELP US. HELP US, YA ALLAH. HELP US DIE AS SYAHID. HELPS US DIE AS MUSLIMS THAT FOUGHT HARD FOR YOU! LILLAHITA'ALA. AMIN...
"ADAKAH AGAMA INI AKAN MUNDUR SEDANGKAN AKU MASIH HIDUP"
Moga2 Allah terima jihad kita. Wlaupun, batu disini..x smpai kat sane..
Thursday, March 12, 2009
After several weeks of thinking and prodding my head with a stick, I finally decided to post this here.
[Sorry, CokelatChip and FaithHana. I feel unworthy of posting here, actually.]
So. Watch the video below.
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Rilek je d0rg masuk kwsn org, wat mcm masuk rumah makcik die je.
Orang x bermaruah macam tu la.
Rupa2nya ada jugak org yg mcm tu spesiesnya.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Okey, so here goes..
I have exam, I know. I got to study, yes. I haven't even finished bace sejarah, okay, got it.
But I just can't resist it.
MayB this is what they meant by BLOGGING POWER RESISTANCE BROWSER that has to be installed in all bloggers mind B4 they start their own blog.
Which, ha-ha, x jmpe lg CD nye di pasaran, so don't blame me.
At Kuantan recently, following my Dad n big sis to UIA (Imagine that! I haven't even gotten ready for my so-call exam yet) for his talk. Which was extremely awesome. And wish I've recorded it!
Program tu x habes lg, but since we're all tired (b'tolak at 4.30 a.m and arrived at 9.00 a.m), the organisers booked us a room at a nearby hotel n we're all settled Well, except 4 me la..yg kononye nk study.
D thing is, the hotel suddenly turned out to hv wireless, n yes, though i luv this lap top soo much and I'm so afraid any hackers may turn up and virus suddenly masuk through the insecured server, I decided to risk it.
Streamyx kat rumah tgh slow anyway, n this 1 is really fast so..
lets just do this now.
I might be busy next week coz exam anyway, remember?
So, these are the videos that one of the akak (kak iman, same name =p) b'jaye msskkan dlm pendrive ni but d rest, including the lagu tema (smngt gler) x muat so..
ni pon dah kre ok, i think. But I'll contact her or something n see if she can send it through YM. InsyAllah. The thing is, I dunno who made these clips, but Alhamdulillah, it struck my heart deeply, I think I should share it with all of u. What can I say? Words are sharper than swords...And this video proves it so. It kept me thinking until today. 4 ratings!!
And next time, when I really do have the time, I'll update about my Dad's talk today. Some new stuff he might mention b4 but I forgot to add in. InsyAllah.
Bout d video n the program 2day, thank u UIA kuantan.
Credits to u guys and arigatou, d lunch was superb. N 2 whoever made the video, may Allah
reward u 4 keeping us all reminded. Amin..
by : FaithHana...(start-studying-NOW!!)
p/s : Coz uploading takes soo long, I'll upload d rest some other times. This upcoming holiday, mayB. I got to stay away from d computer if I wanna study =)
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Nak g blaja coz believe me, I'm not a bit ready 4 d upcoming March Test...don't mention science subjects...AAAH!!!! Going crazy.
But anyway tbe2 nmpk the latest MILENIA MUSLIM. Selak r sket2 n then t'selak two whole page that just grabbed my attention.
Prasan x, kat Brita Harian or megazines mane2 yg slalu did these number facts thing...
Well, here's about Gaza. And I know it's not shocking bcoz we've heard so much, but it's sooo horrifying to even realize it's been in front of the world's eyes everyday but still at this very second, nothing is happening. NO CHANGE IS TAKING PLACE.
Yes, yes. Klau nak mluahkan all these dissatisfactions in our heart, mmg lame gler nak tulis. N Like I've said B4, i gtg study.
So, here's the number facts and please spread it round. If u feel like to, of coz.
FAKTA ANGKA GAZA
20,000 rumah rosak teruk
4,000 rumah kediaman rosak sama sekali akibat serangan Israel
RM 3.5 bilion sumbangan Arab saudi digunakan untuk pembangunan semula Gaza
1.5 juta rakyat Gaza menghadapi krisis makanan akibat kehancuran tanah pertanian akibat seanagan tentera Israel
1.2 juta penduduk Gaza mengharap tanggungan makanan dari UNRWA
40,000 wanita mengandung di Gaza mengikut bancian.
1,314 terkorban mengikut anggaran PBB sehingga awal Februari
412 kanak-kanak dibunuh Israel
RM 35 juta sumbangan Britian untuk bantuan kemanusiaan bagi membiyai makanan dan petrol
50,000 rakyat Palestin yang ditempatkan di Pusat Perlindungan Sementara UNRWA (agensi bantuan PBB) diberi makan setiap hari.
RM 297.5 juta bantuan dari Amerika Syarikat diberi kepada agensi-agensi PBB untuk membekalkan bantuan kepada pelarian Palestin di Gaza
5,000 dipercayai sama ada cedera atau cedera parah
400,00 penduduk gaza separuh daripadanya kanak-kanak masih tidak mendapat bekalan air
30,000-50,000 penduduk menerima 10 liter air minuman bertapis setiap hari.
Kita kat sini, air x de sket, membebel. Makan x ckup sket, meraung, belajar x paham sket, give up, kaki terkehel sket, mengamuk..
Palestin.......no wonder u guys are syuhadas..
When can I ever be strong enough to be one too??
By: striving-for-first-exam-as-a-F4-( FaithHana.)