Wednesday, May 25, 2011

well, people said that words are sharper than swords, ^^


Salam alaikum;
Hallo there, people.
As you can see- ^^- from the left tab below, ^^, the number of followers ^^ for this particurlar blog ^^, have somehow, miraculously ^^ adds up to...^^ more than 100!!
Ha-ha. Which is, well, nothing to brag on exactly, considering the fact that there are millions of people out there whom have two or three blogs and all of them manage to score more than a thousand followers in one single post in one single day.
So, 100 for the blogging world would be..umm...well, nothing much.

But, being immature and all, Cokelatchip and I was over the moon with this achievement. For us, being able to actually reach the three digit is a, well, you can call it a success, we even went out celebrating with Kyros Kebab and all (actually, she just wanted to return my books she've been borrowing for weeks, but who cares?)
Reminiscing back to the days on how this blog was actually formed, I came to realize it was pretty drastic exactly. It all started back then to a day where Cokelatchip and I was in this one classroom, discussing about random topics bla bla bla, and like fate or something, we started talking about Palestine. I couldn't remember what it was about but, I knew for sure, that it must have been pretty heartbreaking as there were tear flows along the with the line of words we formed.
And came exactly that night, we created a blog. The first post was in Malay, or rather bahasa rojak kinda Malay and the terms we used to address ourselves in the posts were ana, antum (LOL!) which totally goes beyond the way we really are. With one posts after another, the ana antum vanished and so does the Malay words..(not that we have anything against it, okay...)
We just became ourselves, and the posts became sincerer that way. We felt more attached to some of the things we voice out, and did our best to put thoughts into words. Man, it was hard.
Because somehow or other, we're not genuinely bloggers ourselves. We're not the kind of girl that posts on a daily basis and know how to exactly string a word together in less than a minute. Unlike, some of my friends, (total salute to them) of course, they blog almost everyday and their every words are addictive; you crave to know more. Some people, they blog one once a week. And for us, however, well lets just say, Cokelatchip and I didn't set up a timeline on when exactly do we have to post. And so, the blog doesn't become a burden but just merely a place where we could actually voice out our opinions to humankind of all ages that possess the internet line.

And yes, sometimes, having such blog becomes an issue in your life. Cokelatchip once asked me if I was feeling what she felt; hypocritical.
Well,.....-.-" of course, I do. I feel it all the time I write down a post. Like, there I was, posting on how the next generation is going to make a change, how Islam shouldn't be mistaken as a religion that promotes terrorism, how Allah is looking at the effort of the muslims and all and yet; undeniably, there are times that I doubt whether or not I am actually the ideal person to be writing about such topic. Honestly, if you know me, you know me. I'm 'that' compared to ..'that' (with angelic cues on the background noise).
So yes, I do feel pretty hypocrite sometimes. ^^

And there would be times, when people would just dare to give you negative remarks straight on to you like it didn't actually matter how you'd feel (not that I was any dramatic about it either). I remembered a friend of mine saying out loud about her opinion on people who loves to exaggerate the big stuff and forget to look at the small, miniature things we often neglects. I didn't get her at first, but when I did, it hit me like a big slap on the face. Her words were pretty glassy. It goes like.

"Kite Palestine sane, Palestine sine, pom pang sane, pom pang sini, yang orang dalam Malaysia sendiri marane, kite tak kisah pulak. Ade orang tak cukup makan, tak boleh pergi sekolah..Ade yang hidup merempat, tu kita tak nak crita."

which simply would have meant (honestly, I just dont do direct translation), "Why can't we just sometimes look at the situation in our own country where there are also people at the verge of dying? There are people here in Malaysia with no food, no education, no home and yet, we don't even talk about them."
(roughly, the Malay version sounded glassier)
And at that time she was saying it, I was just right there feeling OUCH..that hurts. Eventhough, of course, she must have not mean to like offend me or anything.
Not that I was much offended or demotivated at all, because, yeah, she has a point, somehow.

And there were times where I, personally, would also take this blog pessimistically. It usually happens when I blogwalk (which is a term used when you jump from a blog to another one based on the link provided from one or few of the other blogs you opened earlier). I would be reading posts after posts of what a person do in his or her life and I'd be very much amused by how interesting and fun their days always seems to be. Even if, you know, like they don't do anything much but some of their relatives just happen to drop by or something, I'd love to read it anyway because their link says I-AM-ROCKING-COOL-MAYBE or S.E.C.R.ET Diary of a PRincess or HARDCORE girl in DILEMMA which all to me, sounded, wow~catchy
And here I am, having ALAQSAARMY and PALESTINE..OURSLike, who'd read that?
*bangs head on the table, giggles alone*

yeah, maybe we should change it TWO ROCKING COOL GIRLS'S SECRET DIARY DILEMMA, then we might actually have more people reading the posts ^^..Oh God~

..will the blog's header look likes this?



So, yes, creating this blog has been quite a something that fills in our life.
Then again,
We don't write in this blog to show how much we know (which exactly isn't that much) or to brag on our concern or to potray to the world the kind of girl we are (I've told you how I am not yet 'that good girl' I should have been). Nor is it because we don't care about what's happening in our own country (we do, for God sake, we do!) or that we lead an extremely boring life that no one would read even if we actually make a blog about it (hey,hello...).

It's true that we're not that exactly perfect enough to be typing down things that are rated islamic and religion and most importantly, Palestine, but the thing that kept us going was the fact that we know that>> we're never gonna be perfect. And if we wanna wait till that one day where we have some PhD or u know, a few qualifications from the world that says we're good enough, it would take forever and we don't live 'forever'. Come tomorrow marks another day, and I doubt it that I'd be better everyday. I may get worse. I may lose interest, I'd get busy or I don't know...the point is,
I chose today because I live today.
Being me and only me, a person who is still learning.

Sod the fact that we don't memorize every verse of the Quran, or that we can't quote a Hadith without making a mistake.
There will always be something that we lack of and if we choose to stress upon our weak side, we ain't going anywhere.

And I'm telling you, that's the biggest reason why Palestine can't be free until today. The mindsets of Muslims at this era is so different from how it was years and years ago. Today, people would give excuses all along, like "it's not my thing yet" or.."i'm not good enough" or.."well, i dont wanna be seen as an extremist, coz i'm not"...and all..
and I don't blame them. I've felt pretty much the same all the time.

I'm a human too.
I crave for what human desire and I crave for human's blessing. Often times, I'd look at what human would think than what Islam would.
Often times, I compromize~
And I regret that, of course.

So, if Cokelatchip and I are not perfect enough and we claim to have a super-duper interesting life, then why do we write in here? Why Palestine?

Because it's the least we could do.
And the least we could answer to Him. For the time being.
If I would love for the opression to stop, for Palestine to be free, for Islam to unite, I might as well do something than just lay behind my back, doing nothing.
We may be not good enough, but at least, we're trying.

I'm 18. Cokelatchip's 18. And we might die at 18. We don't know.

by: FaithHana. (A real post on Nakbah Day coming soon, sorry ^^)
Thanks again to the followers! You guys might not know this but by that simple click of public following, you have boosted our spirits like totally zooommm! thanx yo!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Ignorance is not bliss

Salam alaikum,

Yep, the holiday is getting to an end alright~
(Should I put a smiley there at the end or what? No, I guess, no.)

I mean, come on. Who can deny that this has been the fabbest holiday ever? You wake up in the morning with sunshine (ehem..), you get to finally learn how to drive (yippie!), you can actually roam around with your friends and have real fun not having to worry about the upcoming exam by the time the holiday ends...(double yippie!) and you get to learn stuffs you thought you'd never be able to have the time in the world to.. (yip..yip..-.-").

Anyway,
holidays are just too fab for words..and well, I bet one to ten that you guys have been reading blogs after blogs of holiday adventures of other people out there, not to mention the number of spaghetti bridge MARA interview experiences (yep, like thousands of them) , reviews of the royal wedding bla bla bla...
so, dear blogwalkers,
let's now get down to the isolated issue, shall we?
One that people (and sometimes I) would prefer, to ignore.
One that well, we know it's important, but we just...(this is the time you lay out 50 excuses. go on, start..)
One that has no catchy songs, breakdances or plasticsurgery actors in it..
But for most of all, One that is reality.

The ongoing issues of Palestine.

Sounds like some pick-up line from an old history book, right? Well, yeah, I know. I mean, come on, I'm a teenage too okay. I know what it feels like to read an article of some hot gossips on one famous celebrity on a hollywood stand. I know the twinge of excitement you get as you discuss dramas and the rush you feel when you hear goood, touchy songs. And I
know that once you see, alaqsaarmy.blosgpot, you'd thought, owh..okay..now this one's heavy...

And, bingo!
You're right. It is heavy. This issue is kinda hard to digest and I don't blame you if you feel so much uninterested by the topics laid upon by me and Cokelatchip. Hands now, no offence taken.

But, well, lets face it shall we. We can't run away. Sooner or later, the happy days are gonna be over. One day, if God wills us to still be alive, we are all gonna be grandpas and grandmas and old people with wrinkles and go senile between words, we don't even notice we're talking craps. We're gonna have to sit at a corner and watch the generations after us do all the business and see things unfold slowly. And at that time, it might not be too late to make ourselves fell in love with the issue, but to make a change like we all dream for, now that that takes energy and
well, wrinkles and energy are sadly not parallel.

So, why don't we just, you know, get to know it little by little. I mean, I'm not asking you to be an extremist hard-core or anything. Cokelatchip and I are barely hardcore ourselves. We just happen to know some stuff, to want to give some of our own personal opinions and to want to dream big. That's it. We don't write down letters to Obama or Benjamin; no..we're not yet to that stage (hakhak..). We're just sharing around the message and hopefully, one day, by all means, people could actually be aware that there's this piece of land here in this world starting with a P and ends with a ALASTINE that as stated in the Quran as well as the Prophet's Hadith is the responsibility of the Muslims to take care of. And right at this minute as I'm typing this, it is slowly disappearing to....less than even 1% of the original area.

Yeah.

And, I know it;s something that everyone knows. In fact, the world knows about it. How the Israelis soldier are dead cruel and how the oppressions are beyond human rights and all, but, well, when you hear that only once a year, it sounds almost less important than it should have been.
What's more important in the eyes of the world is..
something like, like...like 9/11 maybe...

I mean, okay, I know, it's a big deal. It's sad. Innocent people just died suddenly. And until today, well, espescially today, since they come up with news that they've killed Osama bin Laden and all, people just couldn't stop talking about it. I watched Oprah with J.K Rowling episode once and they mentioned 9/11 and the bizarre incident where the two towers of the WTC just collapsed. I watched Yuna Inspired on hitz.tv and even that had a segment on which they talked about 9/11 and all the fear that wrapped New Yorkers on that day. I watched an episode of The Good Wife and...(okay, now I do sound like a potato couch..)...T_T

Anyway,
It's 2011 and it has been nearly ten years since that incident happen. And I don't have to tell you how many experts have come up with the revealing proofs that it wasn't like what the news said it was. It was also nothing subjected to terrorism and unsurprisin
gly, it was also not planned by the Iraqis as it was claimed to be so.

And yet, years later come today, and today, as soon as they announce that the leader of the al-Qaeda is dead, they go on harping again about islamic terrorism and how everybody that wear scarves have bombs under their blouses. -.-"

Well, I have no comment regarding Osama coz I don't even know if he did really exist, let alone, died. And whatmore, from the moment they announced it on the news that he was dead, I 've practically stayed away from CNN coz I could already guess what's gonna come up on the screen and the big fat lies all up ahead for the million viewers worldwide...
And I can't help but to think...

that yes, 9/11 is a huge, humoungous issue.
It's like..as they put it, totally unfair, its a grief and all..
and I have to admit, listening to the stories of the witnesses and families of the deceases are also pretty much heartbreaking..
but..
you know...

today, there's no bombing at New York. And there are no walls surrounding the city. Nor are they oppressed under any other powers that were just supposed to be the neighboring country. 9/11 remained 9/11 the way it was. no further addition.

And if you just look at Palestine today, you can't help but to wonder, if it was just you, or the world is really weird at some point.

Palestine have been oppressed for 50 years until today and the disastrous happenings are much much worse that the falldown of World Trade Centre in 2001.
The houses are being bombed constantly, the roads are filled with checkpoints and armed soldiers, the women are raped, the guys are shot unnecessarily, the educations are banned, the technologies are as much limited, the food are not enough, the medication is even worse and when they fight back it's called terrorism..

I bet if the New Yorkers stood up for protecting their rights, they won't be called terrorists, huh.


Palestinians faced five times the horror of WTC collapse..EVERYDAY~
I take it that there were no twin towers in Palestine, big enough to be bombed and collapsed down to the earth. And even if there were the same, exact twin tower collapsing at Palestine today, no one would know. And even if we do know, it's not America or U.K, it's a middle-east country, so why bother.


Yep, media~ screw you, media.
Like, hello..
Islam is not a religion of terrorism.
Israel have been killing and slaughtering and raping and all, and still people don't call the jews terrorist. why? because the media never writes that down.
so, see?
they control, we follow.
But we're smart, aren;t we? and we're the next generation. that hopefully, started today, passing the so call-heavy message on from one to another and tomorrow, we might be able to get back what's our responsibility in the right way.

And like I've mentioned before in one of my previous post, we're media ourselves...
we write down blogs, we note down status in fbs and twitters..

It's entirely up to us, basically. To be in the game. Or to go against it.
We can make a difference. We're the next generation.

May Allah bless the journey. Amin..

It's 3 a.m sharp (^O^). good night, everyone.

By: FaithHana








Saturday, April 23, 2011

Lets get smart, smarty pants!



*credits to faithhana for the caption above :) *

Salam

So yeah its been 5 whole months of holiday since I officially finished high school. The reality bites real hard when we realize that this long vacation is finally ending.. So it means no more usual time-wasting activities after this. No more watching as many korean dramas/hollywood movies as possible in one night (m'dad: ''I cant stand it that you're such a couch potato nowadays!"). And no more searching for random silly parodies on you tube or even bother to try and make one ourselves. Or even updating facebook status on my whereabouts 24/7. Or other typical not-worth-it silly stuff..

O yeah, no more that, and O no, here comes the university life.

So lets just skip that intro part and go straight to my point.

Reminiscing back in time when I was in high school (full residential, in this case), I was always whining about how I was so busy and never had time for myself. Or even about how the tons of homeworks never seemed to become less every single day, or on how much exams we had to take that we started to call it a 'weekly' thing. And a lot more (I used to even complain every day about how the ayam masak merah was too spicy it gave me appendix, can you believe it?? I mean ayam masak merah IS supposed to taste that way duh!)

Now there, that's cliche. I never quite realised on how lucky I am to even have the chance to be able to READ, what more LEARN and HAVE A PROPER EDUCATION. Plus a comfy bed with a fluffy pillow and a cat to play with in the hostel!

To wake up every morning and worrying about nothing else but to study is the best part of being a full-time student. You earn pocket money from your parents, you receive full typed notes from your teachers, they make you play sports in the evening just so that you could be healthier, then what is there to complain about? But we still do, yeah, like everyday.

Now lets compare this to the situation in Palestine. Fellow children in Palestine have been denied the chance and right to have EDUCATION every sing
le day of their lives. They have to face the checkpoints which are fully-equipped with concrete wall and armed Israeli guards, trying to stop every single Palestinian trying to pass, especially if its for academic purpose. They dont want their enemies to be smart. No, it wont make them happy.

Pictures speak louder than words, so without further ado;;


the children starting the day going to school to
be faced with a checkpoint

the soldiers stop them from passing and give them order to go home

the children try to challenge the soldiers to pass the checkpoint

even younger ones try but in vain


they ended up having their classes in the streets by the checkpoint

the boys try a little bit harder

they got shot at

and some got arrested

yet in their eyes we see determination and dignity


Basically, thats how their days went by, over and over again. They are oppressed and abused in their own country, and nobody out of it seem to care. Where is our stand? We can handle and accept and couldnt care less about those oppressions just because we aint the victims? So are we just going to hang around until this happens to us, ONLY THEN we will start to care to take actions?

We have a full access to proper education and a one way ticket to the brighter future, yet we complain and whine over things that are insignificant and doesnt even make any sense. If we dont see this as an opportunity, I dont know what else is.

Now is the time to quote this; 'gratitude is the best attitude', yeah dude.
And Oprah's saying goes "education is an open door to freedom" and that's very very true.

You wanna be a doctor, be one because that's the way you can help save lives.
You wanna be a lawyer, be one so you can fight against crimes with justice (just as long you dont let politics take control of the system )
You wanna be an engineer, be one because you can make life easier for mankind with technology and stuff

We CAN be anything we want. We dont have to worry about gunshots in our way to school, we dont have to worry about our family at home when we're at school. So if that's the case, then we have no excuses but to study hard today to free them tomorrow. Because so far, that is how much we can do for them.

with love,
CokelatChip

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Too late to repent, says WHO?


Salam Alaikum,

God! I can’t believe I have been edittng this post up to almost 5 times already. My English’s proper sentence structure is totally fading away thanks to all those Phua Chu Kang’s grammar lesson I have to deal with.Duh.

So, okay. If you’re reading this, then, that either means I’m pretty satisfied with this post or I just can’t be bothered to crack my brain anymore to edit it up. So, chill. And, no, today, the subject is not regarding SPM result or 'What's best for us' or any of the things you are expecting a former SPM candidate to be writing upon. In fact, today, I will be touching on the topic that CokelatChip have mentioned before. The disasters.

Because, somehow or other, even if the disasters did not take place in our own country as we’re reading this, or our own city or place or home or well, wherever we are at that particular moment it happened, it is still related to us. Confirmed.

Because why? Because, as a matter or fact, whatever that is happening in this world connects back to us. Be it social problems, epidemic disasters, world financial problem or what not, these things are going around in circles, illusionly sucking us into the matter. And if we want to stay away and be totally alienated by the circumstances; we can. It is a choice. Only that it would do no good and frankly speaking, I loathe people who can’t seem to be bothered about the world’s state or at least find a way to see these matters that are happening as something worth taking time to analyze for.


In terms of Islamic understanding, I know, I am in no high post whatsoever to be the one harping upon the subject of Relating the disasters Islamically, but if there is one thing I would love to share my opinion about; it would be this matter.

The way I see it, it’s pretty straightforward. The earth and us both belongs to Him. That is one thing we often forget.

No matter how powerful we become, no matter how many changes we make, no matter how much control we hold, it’s His. And He can take it all back, whenever He wants to.

Looking at the disasters that are happening like tsunamis, earthquakes, volcanic eruption and all, it is only relevant enough to say that the humans are afraid of what will happen next. Everyone had known for long that human’s power are limited to an extent. But everyone failed to bow down and accept that fact. We prefer to act superpower and arrogant, am I right or wrong?

For example to what have been happening at Japan, for instance, humans- they can shape up the strongest, anti-earthquake system nuclear power plant and get certified by dozens of reliable organizations and yet, if it happens, it happens. There’s nothing anyone can do about it.

Me, myself, for example. I am sitting on my bed now, typing this away on the laptop in total peace. I am by right 100% sure that the electrical system in my house is safe to use and will not cause any harm to me or my family under any cause. Then again, as I reached down to pull the plug connecting to the computer, one buzz of electric shock goes through me and stopped my heart beat. As simple as that, I could have just died.

Humans can only control so much.

And I question you, if the catastrophic disasters are scaring you, what are you scared of exactly? Is it death? Is it being tumbled upon buildings wall and feeling the pain? Is it the horror of not being able to live and experience university life or marriage? Or what?.

I am- in fact, among the infinite number of people that fear death. I am no angel and I know that my day will come, disasters or not. I know that when it happens, nothing can stop it. Nothing. Even the most powerful technology human can create-nothing. Death is planned well for every human. They get their own death in their own way. Varies between people and undeniably, what will happen down there 7 feet under will also vary.

At this very second, the reason why I am having the chance to write this down and you’re having the chance to read this up is because of the power of Allah. He wills for this to happen and if He wants me to be dead tomorrow, due to anything, He can also wills it.

So, before my time comes, before I can no longer face this laptop or the world in general, I would like to take us to ponder for a while towards ourselves and reflect the happenings of the world, for once.

As days passes, the world living in now is getting full with sins. What's with people killing each other, having sex, gamble, ruthless concerts and all, we can't deny the fact that it's not only the earth being sick, it's the people who can't run away from being sick-minded. The dark side of the world is creeping in and What did we, the Muslims do? we follow the tracks~

I question you and myself. Just, think about it for a moment. What are the things in this world that we do that we are not proud of and would be totally ashamed if it is brought to the hereafter to be judged? What are the things, that we feel, we have taken so much time for and it has controlled us in some ways even though we keep on denying it? What are the things that we keep on doing eventhough we sometimes feel guilty about it? What are the things that we do that if Rasulullah is here to witness us doing it, he'd cry for sure, looking at how far we've cheated ourselves?

Let's for once think about ourseleves and our own spiritual needs. Yes, we do have the dream of changing the world and making it a better place. But, we can't neglect our own world. Our own self. This being that has a choice of either working our way to heaven or otherwise.


The disasters that are happening in the world could also be because the world is ending. It could also be a reminder to us, humans, that keep on giving excuses. Allah have a reason for everything. And if one of the reasons is to knock the door of repent in our hearts, then lets open it. How much longer do we need? How much more disasters would it take for us to see that we're nothing.


After all, we can only see our BIRTH CERTIFICATE. When death is lurking, no one knows.

An earthquake can also lands on your country. A car can also knock you down the street. A venomous bee can also sting your gut. And a bullet can also hit your chest. Repenting doesn't mean we have no life. Repenting doesn't mean that we get no fun. It only means that we understood our place and we are willing to let go ofindulging ourselves in the luxure of world heaven and endless excitement of maksiat.

And if you can't stop rapidly, lets take it slowly. An constantly.

This is a reminder for myself, as I have been swayed away too at some point. And I thank God, He still let me live today for I can't imagine dying in the state of gushing over somethings I shouldn't be.

Life is short, who are we to give excuses?

I'm striking for a change. And I hope you will too. Because no mater how angelic you are, you also make mistakes. And you still don't know your place. We're on par, dudes.


by: FaithHana

(taking the disasters as a push of reminder. Before it's too late)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

a sick round old earth we're currently living on


Salam::
Man, its been like forever since i last published a post in this blog. and a lot of things have happened since then. to me personally as well as to the world generally.. my reason for not writing in this blog for so long would be because i spent days and months worrying my not-perfect-english would kinda spoil the whole mood of you readers to ever read and revisit this blog ever-again.. haha. and also i admit it, sometimes ive been busy on the other not so important things in the world that could eventually lead me to nowhere..

so here i am, with a slight push from my buddy, FAITH, i decided to come back and maybe discussed about things currently happening to my and OUR world right now.

if you spend you days at home and listen to the news on tellies or even read berita harian newspaper or so, you must be fully aware of the world's current situation right now, right? flashfloods in queensland; australia, earthquakes in Christchurch; NZ, then another one in China, then another massive one with the magnitude 9.0 in Japan and all other similar stuff that keep happening on our world today. reading about them alone is enough to send shivers to my spine. a ferocious tsunami spawned by one of the largest earthquakes ever recorded slammed Japan's eastern coast, killing hundreds of people as it swept away boats, cars and homes while widespread fires burned out of control.




a total of almost 12000 people have been assumed died of it (including quite a number of still-missing people)

and to make things sound a lot worse, the tsunami caused a nuclear plant in Fukushima to mulfunction, overheated, finally causing it to blow- even the attempt by the Japanese military helicopters to dump sea water onto reactors at the crippled Fukushima Dai-ichi nuclear complex in a desperate effort to cool them down wasnt working.



the blow caused radiation level rising until it is now announced that that place and others near it is no longer safe. u guys learnt biology right? suppose you know that exposure to a very high radiation/rays from nuclear explosion could penetrate into your body, your cell, even your DNA, causing a mutation there. its a BIG DEAL, guys!




i cant even read the newspapers everyday without worrying and wondering about what is going to happen tomorrow and the next day and the day after- if this never-ending catastrophies just wont stop. its a scary world out there! who knows, malaysia is going to be next? who knows, the person that's not surviving it is going to be me? and quoting back faith's say,, tsunami or not, we just might die tomorrow. of accidents, of heart attack, of diseases, who knows? its anytime from now, anyhow, anywhere.. its a fact we have to face: I AM NOT GOING TO BE IN THIS WORLD FOREVER.

the world has really really really came to it's end. we need a wake up call. we are not even sure if there's gonna be another tomorrow for us. what more if there's a future awaiting. but since we're here today, now, why not make the best of it and PREPARE for the akhirat. so then we'd not regret saying "ive seen so many disasters and catastrophies as His signs of keep reminding us that this world is ending, but i keep ignoring it and now look at where it had put me in." but there's no turning back then.
its not a matter of WHEN AM I GOING TO DIE anymore, instead, it's time to ask ourselves, HAVE I DONE ENOUGH TO DESERVE MYSELF A PLACE IN JANNAH?
lets not forget that we are here for a purpose. it's memakmurkan bumi dengan agama Allah, kan?


cokelatchip
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